i'm pretty sure i ran away. heh. bleh i'm at katy's paranoid as fuck.  i really wish i wasn't so crazy. i'm grounded from smokeing in the bathroom at school. i dont have any cigerattes or lighters. this is what is makeing me crazy. i might go home in like 40 minutes but i'm afraid my moms' gonna kick my ass. oh well, i guess it would be worth it. i ( Read more... )

blah. i took a bunch of zyprexa last night an ended up wakeing up around 3 ish this afternoon. then i went to wal mart with my mom to get some vege hot dogs and got lost. i swear i'm the biggest baby when it comes to getting lost at grocery stores. it freaks me the fuck out, one time i even cried. yea, this was a week ago.heh ( Read more... )

i read an entry from the summer that said this...

i'm so bored. and happy in a way. my bmi is 17.8 according to this http://www.cdc.gov/nccdphp/dnpa/bmi/calc-bmi.htm

i still have to loose 9 more pounds for it to be 16.5 . god, that would be fucking amazing. but doubtful. i mean, i've been losing a pound about every 4 or 5 days so i guess it could ( Read more... )

                                           WHAT

THE 
FUCK!

All of my pictures that i've ever taken(ever!) are deleted. i asked my mom if she touched them. she said no. i asked my dad. he said no. i checked every fucking file and folder for them and they're gone. flat out fucking gone. years of photos.... disappeared. i'm gonna get a hatchett and ( Read more... )

my mom fucking blocked myspace. i swear to god that bitch is gonna die. isn't there a site you can go to that can get around blocked sites?
i'm gonna go fucking insane on her ass. she's put me through so much pointless shit this week. seriously... someone give me a list of shit to do on the computer that doesn't involve myspace, because i can't ( Read more... )

I should probably stop posting entry's like this but  i really wish people would start telling me the truth. It's frustrating sometimes when you try to read peoples minds but you can't, yet you know that there's more then what they're telling you and for some reason there's something holding them back from saying it. I wanna know if people really ( Read more... )

i loves me some katy, herbal tea, nicotine, and electric blankets

( katy..aside from stealing your heart, i stole this from you too.. )

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i have the most photogenic dogs ever!


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