back in london, but only until tuesday when i'll be in nottingham; because i'm the sheriff. had a lovely journey with lou this morning. loads of men helped me carry my bags because i'm a helpless girl, but one was creepy and tried to kiss me. i ran away. lmu has february courses and i might be back in london for another term if i can sort this out ( Read more... )

i wish you understood how hard it is not to cry when you're around. i wish you understood how much it hurts to say goodbye to you everynight without a kiss that means something, or actually without a kiss at all. i wish you understood that i would do anything to make you love me again and i wish you understood why you didn't. i wish i understood ( Read more... )

it's gray and rainy and this isn't helping my mood. it's days like these that make me miss you. it's days like these that make me wish you felt the same.

ok, so maybe that was the last time i would be posting in 2004. i'm hoping this next year will ok, considering i'm not starting out too good in the emotion department. i watched the ball drop and unlike most people i didn't shout 'happy new year!', i shouted 'rabbit, rabbit rabbit!' because i'm obviously cooler than all of you and that means i'm ( Read more... )

if home is where the heart is, then am i truly home if my heart is with you?

i had a post all written out telling about how i secretly cried myself to sleep last night, but how after that i realised how silly i was being ( Read more... )

promised kanika i wouldn't get depressed; too bad i'm horrible at keeping promises to her. this happy mask is unhealthy for me, but good for everyone else, i guess. i don't really know what i'm saying. i just don't want to bring everyone else down with me...fuck you tears; fuck you aiu.

she's failing me and all i can think about is how verbal agreements mean nothing.

so so so so drunk. it took me forever to convince charlotte that i would be ok walking home. however, about 30 minutes later i ended up at long island ice tea again and had only achieved walking in a huge circle. charlotte then told me that she would never let me walk anywhere by myself again while i was drunk. i did have fun regardless of getting ( Read more... )

do u have asthma: have you seen the acronym of rotflmao
do u have asthma: do people actually do that

after that, kanika promptly set her computer down, sat on the floor, and started rolling around laughing. it was the greatest thing i've ever seen and i meow* love her for it.

*meow - if you understand this, i commend you.