Alright, well, I haven't posted in here for a while because of two things ( Read more... )

I'm alive in the physical sense.

Ah, it's finally time for classes to change! This nine weeks I'll have gym first period, Adv. English second period -again-, interior/exterior design third period, and construction fourth period. It's going to be a hellishly easy time, which is good with all the college applications and such. Next semester will be hell though, I'll have both ( Read more... )

I was ready to pass out at one o' clock earlier this morning, and did so promptly after saying goodnight to Jamie. But when three rolled around I was getting tangled up in my sheets from fidgeting about so much. By three thirty I was wide awake, and pissed off because my grandmother wouldn't let me take my trazadone. I suppose you'd like me to ( Read more... )

I want to get out of the house, NOW.

Need cigarette...

I feel inclined to explain my feelings towards this country, these "United" States. I hate to break it you...but we are anything but united. There is so much controversy and violence amongst ourselves, and yet the main focus is elsewhere in places like Iraq, a distraction from life as it is, rather than as we know it. I've had several people ( Read more... )

I feel so drained every day when I come home from school. I'm alright until it hits about 4:30 and then I'm a goner. I'm fine throughout the entire school day; I don't know what happens. I crash, and burn like fucking hell ( Read more... )

I failed another math test. It would be upsetting anyway, of course, but I thought I may have done better on this one. Evidently not. I have a better understanding of the material that we're doing right now in Chapter 5, so hopefully it will go better next quarter. I have approximately 10 weeks to bring my grade up and get an understanding of ( Read more... )

Kill me ( Read more... )

I'm not angry with Adam anymore. In fact, I only miss him more now. He babysat me over-the-phone last night while I was completely shitfaced. It was really nice to hang out with Donelle and Casie last night. I'm really upset that I spent most of my time on the phone...god, I'm such a fucking idiot. I've missed them so much and I had to spend ( Read more... )