It seems as though everyone is going through somewhat troubling times these days. I thought I was the happiest I had been in a long time but it was all a facade (not to get Jekyll and Hyde here), but honestly, none of it was real. and when I came to that realization, I didn't know whether to shit or go blind. Sometimes, people are not who they ( Read more... )

Yo it's mad late, I can't believe I'm writing in this again. History shows that whenever things aren't going smoothly I write in here. A lot of things have happened since last time I wrote in 2006, the biggest being that I fell in love. It makes me want to cry even thinking about this but I just feel as though last year was such a joyous year of my ( Read more... )

I kind of forgot that I had one of these journal things, and to be honest it is just what I need right now. I reallyyyyy need to vent, but not now, I'm too busy staring at Julius' cute little face pressed up against the sliding glass door. AWWWW ( Read more... )

i haven't written in here in over two months because i haven't really had time ( Read more... )

As you know, school started this week. basically I guess everyone saw this as a "leave danielle alone" time period. I guess that's pretty cool you guys. But within the past few days, everything fucking confuses me so much, how everything could change so fast. Summer ended just as fast as it came, taking the memories along with it. I can't really ( Read more... )

im not waiting much longer .. just puttin that out there.

So I just watched the sun rise outside of my beach house. The last sunrise on the beach until next summer. I'm going to just try and say that this summer hasn't really been that different from all the others. I laughed, I cried, I got fucked up, I got fucked over way too many times, and I learned to let go a little...not enough as I would like to.. ( Read more... )

after hours of thought, i think i've finally figured myself out. and what i want and need in life and from others ( Read more... )

OH WAIT!
NEVERMIND!
I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT NOTHING EVER FUCKING WORKS OUT FOR ME N THAT I M NO LONGER SEEING CIWWAF AND NO LONGER ENJOYIN LIFE.
SERIOUSLY
im so pissed off right now. at my dad. at someone else. at everyone.

til school starts. i miss seeing katie and oni and maegan everyday of my life ( Read more... )