For the first time in the last four years, i've felt like i couldn't save someone. instead of saving this person, i was the one who caused the pain. i've been called selfish before but to people who didn't know the real me. Up until a few days ago i thought they were wrong. When the only person in the world that you can actually listen to point out ( Read more... )

Damnit why is it that every time I feel like writing in this thing i'm super pissed off or super confused? Nothing can ever be easy can it? I mean, you live your life being someone who you THINK you are, and one day you change. It can be the most obvious or latent thing that stimulates this change, but when it happens you don't even know it. I've ( Read more... )

Ok so I think I've come to the realization that I can never trully be happy. I mean there have been brief moments in my life where I found glimmers of hope of me actually being happy. However, looking back on what I thought happiness was, I've found out that I've been so naive to some of the situations I've put myself in. No matter how hard I try, ( Read more... )

done.