Just one lil paragraph is all.....

[agapboy4u24]

I feel like Im fixn to lose my shit over my life. Im over it all. It has pushed me to my limit and then some. I feel a depression coming on and I dont like it. I have held way to much in for too long this time, once again.

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[lushuzrach]

and you dont realize it but me and you are alot alike when it comes to people. we care to much. you even said it.. and i dont know. theres so many things going on with me .. that i cry all the time..i cant stop. i cant think straight. i feel like.. i just fail all the time. and i know ur there for me.. thats why i consider you my best friend... i love you to death. i just hold stuff in.. that way i dont bother people with my problems.. i dont like doing that. i did it soooo much growing up.. i made so many mistakes.. and its like to make up for it. i try not to bother people. because they dealt with me so much growing up. so im like.. trying to give them back somthing. and i hate to bother anyone. i hate to .. i dunno. its hard to explain the way my mind thinks.. i just know.. im losing it.. and i dont know how to deal. im sick all the time. like now .. im sick again.. but i dont make doctors appointment.. because i dont want to bug mom for the money for it.. or for the medicine.. ive had a fever the last 2 weeks. but i havnt said

[agapboy4u24]

Funny how we are both feeling the same today, huh?

[boopsbeetle]

**HUG**

[cj_keyz]

Let it out, boy.

I hope you are smiling again soon. And I love that new icon best of all. ^-^

Christian~

[agapboy4u24]

LOl, yeah were pretty crazy.

Thank you~

[agapboy4u24]

Click on the link of my previous post today and you can see more pics I used some as userpics. :~)

[james_everett]

What you need is a Jim hug. That would make it all better. Okay, so maybe it wouldn't make it all better, but I haven't met anyone yet, who doesn't love my hugs.

Chin up, sweetie!

[agapboy4u24]

Thank you doll.

[talekyn]

Please feel free to contact me if you need someone outside the situation to vent to -- I have been in that "depression coming on" area and I know how it feels. You've been so nicely supportive of this stranger when I was in need, I'd like to return the favor.

[agapboy4u24]

Well thank you hun!

[talekyn]

Any time, handsome! I mean it.

[chrisetheridge1]

I have pills, if that helps. Oh and I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico..... :)

::::HUGGZ:::::

[agapboy4u24]

Im glad you saved. lol
What kind of pills.....is this a drug deal going down right here on LJ. haha
Riiiiight.