Well I think you should speak your f'n mind in person to me instead of LJ. I thought we already went over and learned from this, but apparently not. Sorry, but this just pissed me off. Your acting really weird lately, and Im not sure I like it. Whats going on with you?
damn i just read your comments.. and you were snappy with EVERYONE... whats the problem? he is screwing around right now. he doesnt know what he wants dwain... you SHOULD know that....
I know, I know. Im trying not to be defensive of the situation. I was I know. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just cant get over him. I cant. I wished I could. I just love him way to much.
i know you do... and it will take you awhile to get over him. i ust wish i could make things better. its like your wanting things to be a certain way and when people tell you other wise.. you get defensive. which i understand why.. because you dont want to hear it. i know you dont, but you should tell him its all or nothing... no use to get your heart battered anymore.
you know, i am really sorry for doing this to you dwain. i dont know why everybody thinks i am fucking with your head. im not. this isnt easy for me either. im just thinking about my future and i feel this is the best thing for me to do. i think we would be much happier freinds. and about the other night, it slipped out. i DO still love you though, i mean really. there is so much i want to tell you i just never really have time. i just want to have fun and you be in my life at the same time. AAAAGGGHHHH!! frustration. i am truly sorry. maybe i dont know what i want. i just need to get out of this hell hole and you and i need to talk. i really think im about to go psycho!
If you get a chance to read this, good. That's all Ive ever wanted. Thats all I do want at this point. All Ive asked you for babe. Thats ALL Ive asked you for at this point. I can understand whats going on with you, really I can. I know you need/want to get out. I know that baby. You know I want you out and to be happy with your life. Whether its with me or not, as I dont even want to think about that. I want so much for you that you dont even know. I cant say, you cant say, noone can say that it wont be different when you get out and we have time to sit and talk and get to know each other again. It could happen, or it couldnt. You know Ive tried dating others since you, I fukn cant. Its been proven over and over again. It has been so long, this long, and I will NOT give up a tthis point. I will probly never give up honestly. I know you may want to have your fun now, but I also cant wait forever. Cause I know after the flame has went out, and its crusty, molded, whatever, your going to truly want someone like me in your life. Your
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Do you think I was talking about you?
I wasnt.
Just didnt want you to think the wrong thing.
Have a good day babe!
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Dont take things I say out of context.
Thank you for being so nice though.
Have a great day babe!
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Sorry, but this just pissed me off. Your acting really weird lately, and Im not sure I like it. Whats going on with you?
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i dont know why everybody thinks i am fucking with your head. im not. this isnt easy for me either. im just thinking about my future and i feel this is the best thing for me to do. i think we would be much happier freinds. and about the other night, it slipped out. i DO still love you though, i mean really. there is so much i want to tell you i just never really have time. i just want to have fun and you be in my life at the same time. AAAAGGGHHHH!! frustration. i am truly sorry. maybe i dont know what i want. i just need to get out of this hell hole and you and i need to talk. i really think im about to go psycho!
i need to go... hey mistie, love you
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rachel, i love you and miss you sooooo much!
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I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!!!!!!!
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