I dont know what it is...I think I hit this rough spot in the mood factory and now I just smile and am happy again. Sure things still frustrate me and I get angry with myself, but nothing like it was for the past week. I would walk home and just hang my head and use that 15 minutes to think about how I was messing up on everything. I think maybe ( Read more... )

I hate it when I get down on myself like I am right now. I hate the fact that someone offered me a great opportunity and I cant live up to the expectations. I sometimes hate coming home to an empty house with no one to great me. I hate the fact that I have so many people that live in BG and none of them really call me. I hate that I cant see my ( Read more... )

So I really dont know what I want to say now that I have put myself here to write thoughts. I guess for the most part I have good thoughts, nothing too negative has been happening. I have been working a lot and that is super cause well I just got paid today and I need more money. I will def have 40 hours every week and that makes me smile. Lets ( Read more... )

I am planning on writing down a lot of stuff some of it wont make sence and some of it will. The first thing I want to say is that I am glad I am now living in Bowling Green after college and didnt move home. The more I talk to my mom, the more I find out how bad my sisters are doing...and by bad I mean they just arent using their heads and doing ( Read more... )

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I just got back in town today after being home for about 5 days, and I guess you could say the trip wasnt everything I expected. I knew that things were going to be rough at home with my sister and her jealousy, but I didnt know that it was going to be that bad. I couldnt get a congratulations from anyone without her stepping in and saying what ( Read more... )

1. ARE YOU OVER 18? Last time I checked ( Read more... )

One week from today I will be an official college graduate...now many of you may think yea so lots of people do that, but I am different, I am the first in the family. My older sisters have both dropped out for the time being and so here I am bringing home the prize. My oldest sister called me last night all crying and what not telling me how ( Read more... )

Have you ever had that moment when you just want to curl up in a ball and watch a sad movie and just cry cause you need to have a good cry? I definitly am feeling this right about now, and I cant find anything to cry about. I have to go to this dumb dinner and eat and I dont know what I am eating, prolly something gross. Then I want to come home ( Read more... )

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