if you are going to say your so happy being my girlfriend then at least act like it. once again i do all the work. im so afraid this will end up like everything else but i really do not want it to. i really really want this girl to be different than the rest. i really thought she was, i still do. relationships are hard, especially new ones. sigh. ( Read more... )

ok just a question, is this creepy ( Read more... )

been a long time ( Read more... )

recession. ( Read more... )

god hit me like a ton of bricks tonight, im on such a god high.....ive never felt this close to Him. Lord i love you, your rightousness is beautiful, i will shelter myself in the glory of your wing, just thought i would tell you even though you know already. to quote united live "loss for words with all to say, lord you take my breath away, still ( Read more... )

so either erika asked me to go with her to alexisonfire or she didnt, i have no clue, she called me and said she had a present for me and i was like what? and she was like do you want to come to alexis with me i have two tickets and i was like wow......totally but i get this feeling maybe i dreamed it, who knows, raf doesnt want me to go unless hes ( Read more... )

take the flicker as flattery ( Read more... )

remember the times i made you bleed, all the night of clouded dissonance and i thought everything was fine. remember, remember the way i broke you, you broke me, together we were destroyed, i dont even know you anymore, i cant remember the sound of your voice, when i hear it, it is in a dream, and your far away, your voice is drowned out like ( Read more... )

teach me the lyrics to your sad goodbyes, all the lullabyes, that you sing to him at night.
stanzas, refrains and rhymes are no suprise, they were always mine, stolen words you now recite.

tonight was pretty cool. primal was fun, i screwed up bass a few times but hey we cant all be perfect, lately ive been so indifferent, well it seems like since my parents left i have been indifeerent to everyone kinda like a new person, so i have no worries lately i havnt been upset about anything and i just have been so weirdly mellow i cant ( Read more... )