I stayed about a week at Greg's. I didn't feel like doing the drive home and I decided to get ahead on my homework so I could have some free time this coming week to visit friends and the kids. I'm surprised I lasted a whole week over there. Usually I get upset after one day and then come home but I think the pool made it more tolerable ( Read more... )

I need to go home but I have yet to finish my homework and I am not wanting to drive in the heat with 2 dogs. Maybe I'll stay until later tonight that way I can go swimming and maybe finish some homework. I am really not into my summer class. I want a break from school. It's only one class but I still feel like I have something to do all the time ( Read more... )

I had to come to greg's again to take some quizzes for school. Big mistake. I really need to find a new place or person to turn to when in need. He has done nothing but give me headaches and piss me off since I got here. We did have a little bit of fun in the pool but other than that he's been pretty rude to me ( Read more... )

12 hours with the kids yesterday was exhausting. I went to my sister's to babysit so she could get the house ready for the backyard father's day/carsen's 5th birthday celebration and my sister did absolutely nothing while I was there. I ended up cleaning the porch, setting up the tables and decorating all while babysitting. Then I stayed late, ( Read more... )

I feel stuck. I want to get away from Greg and move on to a new relationship but I need him in a way. It sucks. We don't get along since he is super annoying and he never wants to have kids or get married so why am I wasting my time? So frustrating. I wish he never begged me to date him 4 years ago because I could be in a good place with someone ( Read more... )

My cell phone is in my car and every time I try to go out to get it a huge swarm of bees appears. They are driving me crazy. They all fly around like a bunch of retards. uhhh so annoying ( Read more... )

Wow, the university did not look like it belonged in Reno. It looked like Harvard or some other ivy league school. It was absolutely beautiful. I just don't know where I want to go for sure. Everything comes down to money and I have very little of it ( Read more... )

Well I stayed up all night playing scrabble and other retarded online games. I get creeped out at night up here when Greg's at work. I don't like being left alone in what feels like the middle of nowhere ( Read more... )

I rolled over and Greg was gone and Nahla had taken his place. I wish he would have woken me up before he left so I could have gone home. I hate being here by myself ( Read more... )

I know I said I needed a break from Greg but I'm already at his house again. He actually took me out last night to my favorite restaurant and we had a movie night afterwards. It was surprisingly a lot of fun. I'm still over here though and I should probably head home so I can get my school books returned and clean my room. I feel like I live here ( Read more... )