like something isn't right? I spoke with Kyle today and he's so gung ho about us moving in together. With our relationship the way it has been, I really believe he is after my money and looking for someone to pay the bills while he's sitting on his ass. The more he talks about us living together, the more sick I feel ( Read more... )

I love Kyle with all my heart and it kills me when he does stupid shit! Because of a stunt that HE pulled (no he didn't cheat), we are now living apart. And to be honest, it is so fucking hard for me to trust him now! I've been through some serious hell because of this and I really hope he realizes what he has been putting me through because of his ( Read more... )

that your life with someone who you thought loved you was all based on a lie?

I went to the TV station to edit my new opening and I was asked (or should I say confronted) by a fellow producer (who I thought was a friend). He asked me if I gave up on my dream of being an actress. I politely replied by telling him, no I haven’t the reason I haven’t been out pursuing my dream is because there have been some personal issues with ( Read more... )

I will be returning to local TV starting April 2nd! I can't wait!

and doing it after my divorce. I have to say my time with Craig was a time of serious hell. I didn't know who I was and I wasn't proud of the things I did when I was with him. It's been a long journey, but with the love and help of my friends and family, I am finally getting back the woman I once was. But I think I still have a long way to go ( Read more... )

  Yesterday, I was cleaning out my closet and organizing my room when I stumbled across an old picture of Craig and I on our first night as a couple. It was one of those cheesy photobooth snapshots where we were being silly and making out for the camera. Normally, I would have warm fuzzy feelings, but when I saw this picture it brought me ALOT of ( Read more... )

Today I stopped by PCM to turn in my paperwork for the Spring quarter. I can't wait! It will feel good to be back in the TV studio again after all this time. I finally had a chance to step back and breathe and now I think I will be fully resurrected by April ( Read more... )

     Sorry I haven't been able to blog in awhile with school and everything. So many changes have been happening with my life lately that I have had to step back and take a long hard look at things. As some of you know, I have had to take a break from performing and doing my cable TV show for three months to concentrate more on school and it's been ( Read more... )

This week is pretty busy. Kyle is now working again at Burgerville (let's hope he doesn't screw it up again this time) and I am working damned near 7 days this week. Maybe I can finally catch up this time around ( Read more... )