sigh.

[agentamy47]

So, I've fallen off the wagon so hard, I think I have a concussion and several broken bones. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. You would think the beautiful spring weather would improve the situation, and instead, I'm laying inside depressed beyond all reason

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[now_serving_47]

"I know better than to cut myself or try stupid stupid things, so when I'm feeling that way like I did Friday, I get in the car and find someplace to go. I ran a few miles until it got dark, picked up some stuff at Target, then drank some tea and read a book at Barnes and Noble until it was safe to go home again

[staubs]

Doesn't working out help a lot?! I always feel a little better after I get done working out... Erik told me that your brain has the same activity or what ever when you work out as when you eat chocolate or feel loved or something like that... maybe that is why it makes me feel better... and you too I suppose. And it is good for you. another thing that makes me feel better when I am really depressed... like depressed to the point where I get tunnel vision and can't walk straight... like severe panic attack depressed is playing the guitar... Like the other day when I was really freaking out about something with Laura I grabbed my guitar and a blanket and went and sat out in the lawn in the pretty weather and just played all day with a couple friends... and then I went to a poetry slam at this coffee house which was freakin awesome! you are gonna love it here if you go! I think you would DESTROY EVERYONE if you got into slam poetry! Anyway... Just hang in there... That other person up there is right... you are making great progress!!!