I have been overwhlemed by a incredible lack of inspiration lately. That is the only excuse I can use to explain my neglect of this Live Journal account. Now for whatever reason I have found enough inspiration to give this thing another shot. Perhaps, I have my self loathing, stemmed from feelings of failure in having to leave school, to thank for ( Read more... )

My livejournal account was temporarily frozen because apparently someone broke into it... so I had to change my password... It was probably a good idea that I changed it anyway considering what it was...

Sometimes I get REALLY drunk... Not often but I would be a liar if I said it never happened. Last night happened to be one of those nights where I didn't feel like I was that drunk... but I most definitely was. Do you ever have those mornings where memories of things you said start coming back to you in clips of drunken slurs... generally rude and ( Read more... )

I havent had a good live journal post in some time. So here I go, trying to make up for lost time ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those days where you are walking through campus and it feels like you are making eye contact with everyone you pass? When everyone stares at you like they know something about you that you aren't aware of... like you spilled something on your shirt. It seemed like this happened with every one I passed today and nothing makes me ( Read more... )

I am pretty sure I am losing my hair... I am gonna be bald... I hate life.

Sundays suck... They are supposed to be relaxing... but they usually end up being boring. I will however comment that the moon was REALLY beautiful tonight. If you haven't gotten a good look at it yet look outside.

It has been a while... College man, good times and some hard times. This year is already a thousand times better than last year... It has already been 3 weeks and for the most part my heart is still intact. I have met a lot of amazing people this year and overall I just feel better. I feel like such a jackass for feeling so sorry for myself for so ( Read more... )

Well it took about a week but college has finally gotten boring... um... I have been playing guitar and sparying Lysol all day to pass time. I want there to be a party... i am realizing more and more how hard it is to be bored when you are drunk... but how easy it is when you are sober... I want booze!

So anyway... College has been REAL fun so far but it has not been easy to survive. Mainly because I have been so poor... and I don't have a meal plan... today I found myself eating not one... but two dorito sandwiches... So yeah starving sucks... but you can always fill that void I call a stomach with good ole beer. Yeah... nothing hits the spot ( Read more... )