Sometimes I feel lonely during the Christmas season.

This year is especially interesting. Every one is getting a boyfriend/girlfriend. Some folks are getting engaged. I'm still single.

It's not a terrible thing, i just feel sad about it some days. 

The truth is that I love you. The truth is that I want to know you more. 
The truth is that just because life is hard, it doesn't mean I'm further away from you. 
The truth is that I want to have a pure heart. 
The truth is that I am sorry for not earnestly, boldly sharing the love of Christ... for being ashamed to even say I go to church. Why should ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zaowgfeycp0

Today was stupid hard. really, very very hard.
I was hit on almost every side.
Oh Jesus. Help me.
You are victorious.

I cannot manage everything that I am supposed to be managing. Help me.

Be my source of strength and wisdom.

Sick today... but that's okay. I don't have to go to work. Yay for me! Hopefully I don't get more sick. I just need some rest.

And that is the truth- I haven't really rested in what seems like years! Truthfully it has probably only been about 4 months, maybe a little more.
Either way, it's killin me. I need a season of fun instead of grueling work. ( Read more... )

"awesome is 200 canned food items within the first week and a half of a food drive"

yeah.... scratch that....

try around 1000 items. yeah. i'll let you know the official numbers tomorrow.

love is waiting.

and awesome is 200 canned food items within the first week and a half of a food drive.

Anxiety is my closest friend these days. I can't believe I'm really here again. Of course, I know it will not last. I know that my God is light and my God is strong. He is mighty to save and gracious to do it. He has brought me through before.

Healing, Lord. Healing.

I need your covering. I need your strong hand.

My soul is crying out for grace. I ( Read more... )

my grandfather just had a heart attack.
he has had at least 3 stokes in the past 48 hrs.

my mom's dad.

i haven't even let myself think about how serious this is.

Lord, make room for me to deal with such things.

what can i do except day that im sorry and pray for a better day tomorrow ( Read more... )