ive been kinda anxious. anxious about college and concerts and feelings and general anxiety. i dont really feel like posting anything anymore. everytime i post something i feel like im revealing to much about myself or sounding stupid or, like, i dont know sounding like im trying to be deep. basically, my deepness is this: everyone just needs ( Read more... )

this summer went by quickly. very. but too quickly? i dont know. this lack of sleep has put my emotions on white water rafting trip down niagra falls. miami is...sunny. life is...unsatisfatory. AP US history has become my escuse for those spacey looks. but honestly, i dont know what to think. i feel dramatic and introverted and vengeful ( Read more... )

"Hedgehog"

It is spikey.
It is strong.
It is a hedgehog

"Pencils"

Point
Sharp
Makes words
Pencil

birthdays are amazing ( Read more... )

ok, so i just wrote this long entry but then my internet quit out of itself, so basically regina spektor is saving my life ( Read more... )

i think that one of the worst feelings in the world is helplessness. its just, you hear about all this shit happening on the other side of the world and you ust dont know what you can do. first, you want to ignore it, and pretend that its not happening--i mean, i guess you could go on living your life in ignorant bliss, its perfectly possible. ( Read more... )

so my orthodaontist told me that the reason i cont open my mouth is because im stressed and i clench my jaw at night and therefore my jaw muscles constrict and i cont stretch them.

then he told me a should take valium.

in 5 days i will be in florida

the fear complex

headache
fatigue
nausea
bitchyness
cold sweats
stomach ache
paranoia
shivers
hot back of the neck

i miss people that i see everyday. school is taking over my life life and is giving me no time for a social life and then of course, ive oficially re-entered the babysitting circuit. but i have been drinking a lot of peppermint tea. actualy, life is taking over my life. i just have no time to do anything. nothing ( Read more... )

as im sure we all are, im doing these mother fucking essays and i think i might kill myself before this night is over. i mean, these arent essay questions and while mr merriam was helpful with explaining the questions, but that doesnt mean that the questions still dont suck ass. basically, im in love with the mystery of edwin droode and the guy ( Read more... )