i think its time to delete this sucker. i might make a new livejournal account after the holidays and if i do its going to be for pictures only. i read almost every single old journal entry and it never occured to me that i've had some of the best times with some of the most wonderful people that i will never forget. its hard to think that its been ( Read more... )

this sucks. i wanted today to be filled with energy and cleaning and homework and its nothing like that. friday and yesterday i cleaned the whole freakin house and now, i have to clean my room and i have no energy to do so. i just want to sleep. i'm so tired. i have so much homework. its overwhelming. i don't know what i'm going to do. i'm so ( Read more... )

how can someone who has everything they need in life be so miserable?

my weekend was alright. friday night. i took the bus to dan's house and on the bus i saw sabrina. she told me there was going to be a fight at the northeast vs. central game. bill vs. mishner. when i got to dan's i told him the news but, felt real lazy and didn't want to leave yet so, we sat around. i got mad at him for something and walked out but ( Read more... )

i pray that john kerry is elected.

i hope that everyone of age voted. if i was old enough i would.

i'm so scared.

i am starving. i'm craving hot fries. i haven't had some of them since 8th grade. i used to eat them everyday in 8th grade. isn't that crazy? i want to eat them so bad right now. i want a HUGE bag of them. we have early dismissal today. i'm going to tear up food and have a nap. i'll go over my moms house early because we need to have a talk. i also ( Read more... )

i want my hair to grow faster. i hate it this length. i didn't take a shower today so, i feel gross. i want my hair longer and highlighted, please.

tonight is converge and i don't even want to go. i'm really not looking forward to it at all. i want to see dan and just hug him and kiss him and cry. i never want him to feel sad because of me, ever! ( Read more... )

oh.

last night was the senior pin night and the choir had to sing. it was pretty cool. my daddy, patty, and daniel came to watch me sing. when i was done we went out to eat. it was yummy. i was one cranky lady but, nothing personal. dan went to the bathroom and my dad was like, "that kid cracks me up."... awww, isn't that cute? i like it how dan isn't ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is really neat you guys.
i enjoy him to the extreme.

headache and nauseated.
i need some rest.

i'm going to the gynecologist.
b.c bitches.

love.
mary.