i'm sorry about your bad episode. i wish i could be there for you when stuff like that happens. i'm sorry i can't.
i wish i could write as much as you do, but i sleep too much and when i don't i'm too tired, and when i'm ever not tired i just forget. it feels like i keep forgetting more and more and i'm afraid i'm gonna be out of all memories soon. reading your journal is good for my remembering. so thank you for still writing.
things are good, sometimes bad and really weird sometimes and i wish i could talk to you in person about it. i wish we could meet somewhere and just talk.
oh and about the phone, talking on the phone is really hard for me because of the tumor stuff (the tumors were in the Hearing-area of the brain). it's like if i can't see someone's lips when they are talking i can't hear them very well. but please don't stop calling because of that, because i love it when you do.
hugs and kisses and good thoughts to wave away your demons with /elina
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i wish i could write as much as you do, but i sleep too much and when i don't i'm too tired, and when i'm ever not tired i just forget. it feels like i keep forgetting more and more and i'm afraid i'm gonna be out of all memories soon. reading your journal is good for my remembering. so thank you for still writing.
things are good, sometimes bad and really weird sometimes and i wish i could talk to you in person about it. i wish we could meet somewhere and just talk.
oh and about the phone, talking on the phone is really hard for me because of the tumor stuff (the tumors were in the Hearing-area of the brain). it's like if i can't see someone's lips when they are talking i can't hear them very well. but please don't stop calling because of that, because i love it when you do.
hugs and kisses and good thoughts to wave away your demons with
/elina
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i forget more and more too. it's scary.
yes, you told me about that. it makes sense.
*hug*
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