my head is full of insects and i feel the weight of the world on their footsteps. help me. it's hard to live like this.

nobody seems to know why i get so disoriented and can't remember anything. it's getting to be a huge problem and i can't get any answers.

there is so much to write about i don't know where to start. just know i'm still alive and hopefully will be posting all about my crazy life later. love you!

i've been writing more song lyrics and coming up with a lot of short story ideas. i must get them down and write write write ( Read more... )

i get the feeling no one reads this anymore. oh well, it's still good for me to write, to remember ( Read more... )

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i've been having a bad episode and was up to taking 20 mg of haldol a day, but now i'm finally down to 4 mg and getting better. still, i've managed to make it to school everyday. i'm very proud of myself ( Read more... )

that was the best year of all my life. let's hope this one is as amazing.

my life is amazing. i'm in a writing group with the best and most devoted writers in my class. i'm getting straight As in school and dreaming about transfering to UC berkeley. i'm in a band that i feel passionate about, taking piano lessons and vocal lessons and greatly improving. i'm in love, and continue to fall more and more in love everyday. i ( Read more... )

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