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i guess its really hard to think that whats good for isnt what i want .... and that all the love i feel right now probably wont matter in a few days. and that the one person i feel it for i cant keep! i wonder ill ever feel it again ... and im really not sure honestly! right now i know that i dont want to feel it with anyone else but him! this is ( Read more... )

i wonder if i can ever have all of my freinds my boyfreind and my family in my life .... because it feels like thats what i need to be happy ... it seems like everyone but my family is starting to be alright about things for now! like hollie and stephanie made up ... not for me im sure but its nice not to have to have them talk about eachother ( Read more... )

im starting to realize that i need to change .....so i will

man i am so dying my hair burgendy and getting fat blonde streak ... yay and stuff!

i love how everything is crap just when i try to do something for myself.... just once! everybody else is being selfish ...god i love that things are so crappy

hollie is takin over ashleys lj. mwahahaha
i love my ashley
and not you
so suck my nuts
<3

i dont smoke but i need a ciggerrette ........ life sux

well today is my b day not that anyone is really acting like it i know i dont think that i should be treated like a princess or anything but gush i have been treated like crap and ignored all day nore than normal! i feel like shit. im hella depressed my dad had me clean while they went to get the cars and they left me hear by myself! boy do i wish ( Read more... )

hollie i love you we need to do something when you get this if your at home gimme a call and we shall talk about it :-)wanna do something thursday? that my b day anyway i cant wait i wanna show you my nosie :-)