running away and getting cought. waiting this long to do what i want and now it hurts all the people i know ..... its hard to be the reason why people are hurting. i mean my intention was not to hurt them. what hurts me is that no matter what i would have done to want to move out it would have gone the same way. i wonder how things are going to ( Read more... )

to much to think about ............ dont want to talk about it

FUCK!!! i dont know how the hella im going to get enough money to move out on my own but i am sure as hell going to try ...... i know im trying like fucking crazy working my ass off at some minimum wage job that isnt getting me SHIT!!

1. What do YOU think of the way you look? i think its easy for people to go eitheir way on how they feel about me just by looking at my face. i hate that! i dont really know what i think of myself honestly.... i cant say that i love the way i look but i wont say i hate it etheir because sometimes i think both.... haha im confusing myself ..... ( Read more... )

bleh......... ewe...... i dont like this feeling ........i miss hollie :-(

i hate this i hate it so much! i have to find somewhere to stay or my fucking parents are going to stuff me and my sister in the same fucking room! i havnt shared a room with my sister since iwas 6 .............. now she keeps her room at 3 feet of clothes to the floor ..... great ........... i miss joseph HELLA bad right now

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i want those damnit!

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god i hate him. i hope he dies. my dad wants me to move to idaho with them i wont fucking do it no way! they are going up to look at houses in fucking idaho at the end of the month. ....................GAH!

i feel like a peice of crap .... like none really wants me around so when i see people i tend to just walk the other direstion and save them the agony! they probably think that im being rude but what can i say i feel like crap its not fair!