Posted by: Dennis Turner 5/11/05 ( Read more... )

Since i last posted i have worked at garabaldi's with Austin but fired because i did not show up one day. Im now looking for a new job if anyone in the Memphis area knows of anything let me know. Im trying to get on my fuckin feet. Im living on Central in a house, not just any house but a clean house. My girlfriend told me she would take care of me ( Read more... )

SO ONE WEEK OF BEING OFF DOPE. FUCK THE SHIT, I FUCKING HATE IT. I NO LONGER FEEL THE NEED T DO IT ANYMORE. IM DETERMINED TO GET A NEW JOB AND SAVE MONEY AND GET MY LIFE BACK TOGETER. I WANT TO MAKE THINGS RIGHTS WITH DUSTIN. I FUCKING MISS THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. I LOVE HIM. I KNOW HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND BUT I HAD TO LET HIM KNOW. HE DOESNT KNOW HOW ( Read more... )

NOTE TO SELF AND FRIENDS ( Read more... )

SO HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN HUH? ITS BEEN A WHILE AGAIN, STILL LIVING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN DANNY AND NOW STEPHANIE. I THOUGHT SHE WAS MY FRIEND BUT ALL SHE HAS DONE IS GET ME BACK IN MY OLD HABBITS AND USE ME TO WATCH HER KIDS BECAUSE HER CUNT ASS CANT FUCKING DO IT. NO FUCKING WONDER IM A PARANOID BITCH. I GOT ONE "FRIEND" SAYING DANNY IS USING ME ( Read more... )

So yeah, still no sleep. I feel like I'm surrounded by enemies, every motherfucker is out to get me. Been up on dope for 2 months. I fee like I'm wasting away, there is nothing for me here at all. I feel all alone, and i fucking hate it. But yet when I'm a round people I want to rip there fucking throats out. I feel like everyone is staring and ( Read more... )

Man oh man. Its been a while since i had an entry, but no worries this will be as lame as always, you know i wont let you down ( Read more... )

So yeah i got a bitch ass job at a ghetto ass dollar store. Magic Dollar. They fuck me over on my hours and they are Arabian, but not the cool gas station owner guys.Fuck them. I tried to call in to go see Burn Baby Burn and My Surrender, keep in mind this is my first time. I told them my sister was in the hospital. He said i could go if I got a ( Read more... )

Nothing has gone on with me lately. Me and Dustin are doing great and he makes me soo happy. But, besides that, for the first time in a while i cried as if for no reason. My mom puts too much pressure on me, my dad doesnt even care anymore, or seems to act like he doesnt, HELLO he let his gf just throw my shit into the closet and now i cant even ( Read more... )

Man oh man! Got a car for Christmas, got my ged, busted by my mom after having like 18 shots of Vodka, and now I'm in St. Louis with Paige, Terry, and Dustin. Its been real fun. On Friday we came up here and then saw Calico System, and no thats not the only reason why we came. Then Saturday we went to Planet Hollywood and ate, and then went to the ( Read more... )