Suffering is a part of the human condition. All of us have suffered ( Read more... )

I was watching the Two Towers and for the first time I actually listened to the lyrics to Gollums song at the end of the movie. All of the music in that movie is so perfect, and on the special effects disc the songwriter was talking about a special song that was written for gollum. It may as well have been written for me. So much sadness in those ( Read more... )

I am a fool for believing... I keep coming home hoping to find a box ( Read more... )

I usually hate Green Day, Jill has the new CD and I think all the songs sound the same with them whining to a different tempo... however I love the lyrics to "Boulevard of Broken dreams"! It's as if they were mindreaders and took my thoughts and put them to music.

I'm walking down the line... that divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line ( Read more... )

Today's horoscope:
"You have lately been under a lot of pressure. I'd ( Read more... )

Do you even care if I die bleeding?
I never realized
I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my other
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but ( Read more... )

J: he's not from everything i hear, but unlike you his parents have his balls in a jar on the mantel and he won't stand up to them

My horoscope:
Whatever problems are troubling you now are deep rooted. Any attempts to deal with them in a superficial manner are useless, and drastic measures will only lead to more problems. Your situation is very difficult to handle.
Because ( Read more... )

"Being abandoned against our will can severly jolt our self esteem, leaving us wounded, powerless, and out of control. When someone dies, we don't accuse them of hurting us intentionally. We're not prone to question our worth and value. We don't say "What's wrong with me?" But if someone deserts us, we are hurt by the awareness that it was their ( Read more... )

 is to kick that stupid jerk in the nuts one more time!!! the bruises on my shins from kicking him are healing, but my mind is not. HIS PARENTS HAVE SUCH TERRIBLE TIMING! I cannot even blame it on the parents, its his moronic self that is responsible for the end of our relationship. No Christmas, New Years, or Valentines! He didnt even want to get ( Read more... )