Last night was one of the most traumatic events that has happened in a long long time. After working double doubles on saturday and sunday, Jill and I drove home from work at 1 something and just wanted to go home and go to sleep. However, when we got to our house, all the lights were on and as we opened the door we saw Colin and Mom, which is very ( Read more... )

 What have I gotten myself into (again)? I always let my emotions act as my guide and get screwed over, I should know better but I continuously fool myself and then end up confused as I am now. I would really like to be a teacher, the problem is I want to be a good teacher. There are so many bad teachers in this world, and I do not want to ( Read more... )

I just got home from work a little while ago...the band was awesome tonight and they had pretty flowers, that was the only saving grace of that party. The band was $6,000!!!!! woah is all I gotta say... but jill got $100 bill for getting a guy one drink! =-0 and the sad part was her table was right next to mine! if I had only been one more table ( Read more... )

I just finished reading "catcher in the rye" and I think Holden Caulfield is a great person, a crazy person who is misunderstood, just as I am. This weekend at work has been one of the most horrible weekends of my life. I hate serving fat rich stupid jewish ungrateful idiots who cannot even be bothered to say please and thank you. I hate the unfair ( Read more... )

I am back, and not by choice. I went to London for a week with Liz, and ( Read more... )

It will be my birthday in an hour and a half, and instead of feeling happy I am dismally sad. I didn't go to the beach this morning b/c I had a headache, and jill turned it into that I didnt want to go b/c "Everyone hates me." Why would I want to go with people who abuse me anyway? Its just so sad to look around and realize that nobody listens, ( Read more... )

It's been a while, but for once in my life I am chillin, like back in the australia days. Summer makes me happy, and even when I get angry, I get over it quicker bc summer means no worries. Well maybe not no worries, but a lot less than the stressful school year. This is my complaint log, and the complaints that I've had have been minor, a 2 on a ( Read more... )

I have not written in a while, I suppose that is a good thing because my complaints are not aired to the wrong people... I am feeling that very nauseous feeling once again where too much has built up that is bothering me, and it must be expunged before I am able to feel better once again.
thing bothering me #1: I know I like Sukhvir a lot because I ( Read more... )

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This has been a rough past week. I messed up a lot because of carelessness, but the moral of the story is that pay more attention to the events going on in my life instead of living in a dreamworld idly wishing time would somehow pass by faster. A brief synopsis of the past week or so: Thurs got tetanus shot, had allergic reaction and had to get ( Read more... )