i dont know what to do.

its good to be back.

yeah, im going the fort myers tomorrow till sunday, im not staying long because i dont want to and there is an against me show here sunday night. i dont think ill be able to hang out with people while back tho unfortunately.

i dont know if im cool with how im being treated by someone, it sucks, it really does, but im an idiot and i just keep coming back. this sucks, treat me better.

nothing new really.

tonight was cool, tho lacking in a whole lot to do. we finnally got the common area set up and its so sweet, so me and the roommates just sat around talkin, and kevin, and some of my roommates friends were there too. then out of no where, these girls come by our window and are all lookin in and go to knock so i open the door and they are like, is ( Read more... )

winter park sucks cuz its confusing as hell. saw red eye last night, it was ok, i thought it was well directed and the two main characters were well developed and well acted, but the rest of the actors around them were terrible and the plot was only ok. me and the 'mates got stuff for our common area yesterday, a couch, a coffee table, a pedastal ( Read more... )

im in college now, my roommates seem pretty cool. ill get to know them better today and tomorrow i think. it feels good to be doing things on my own, im responsible for myself now, it feels good. my room is ok, the bed sucks, but i got everything set up the way i want it, so im happy.

the tears didnt come until later, i didnt think they were coming at all, but when clayton me and drew took one last drive around and listened to cavalier eternal, i just started ballin. i know that it isnt really goodbye, but it sure as hell feels like it is. everyone is rationing how we are going to visit everyone, and i hope thats true, i ( Read more... )

this is so pathetic, i dont want to do anything when im at home anymore, i just get too lazy, im seriously just laying here on my bed and i have been for like an hour, and i plan to do so for like another hour.