Somewhere along the lines i taught myself that to be happy was bad

Unhappiness is what i like to feel

Perhaps i was so terrified of losing any happiness, that i no longer allow myself the pleasure of feeling happy.

If this is sanity then i dont want it ( Read more... )

You're an alcoholic with virtually no self esteem ( Read more... )

DO IT BETTER ( Read more... )

i believe very few people my age (early twenties) are capable of love. My choice of relationships has recently been questioned... when put on the spot, my reply sounded shallow, uncaring. Unsatisfied with my answer, i searched for a deeper meaning for my actions. I have never fully committed emotionally in my relationships because i have not ( Read more... )

i am not myself ( Read more... )

Sometimes, i feel as if the walls of my body are too thin,
too fragile to contain the surplus of my emotion.
My heart is too weak, too frail to transport.
This vessel, my body, is too tender.

Its been almost a week, a long crazy week ( Read more... )

Just as my tongue was beginning to forget your name ( Read more... )

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what if you do something for some one and they dont awknowledge it, does it make you a fool?

what if you devote 20 years of your life to some one only to one day wake up alone...does that make you naive?