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First off, I'd like to state that I'm in a Coheed mood, so excuse all the obsessive shit, under the cut and at the end of this entry.

Blah, sudden depression sucks.
Especially when there's no reason for it.
Complete shit, I think.
I'm gonna actually update on my day, I haven't done that in a while.
& In a way, I like analyzing my day and explaining it. ( Read more... )

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Vauge sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you ( Read more... )

So wtfff ( Read more... )

I was reading the last few entries here, & it's all a bunch of crap.
My feelings are a bunch of crap. They're non-existant, eventually.
Darrell, dude I was dating..for what 4 days? 
Doesn't matter, I shouldn't have been dating him anyway,
Cause he went out with Nashalie, & when did somebody decide that you couldn't date your best friends ex boyfriend.
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It's crazy, because I care about him. I don't just want to date him.

It would be sad, horrible..if he were to just walk out of my life.

& It's amazing, the things life throws at you. I think it's all meant to be handled though. It's all thrown at you for a reason..It all happens for a reason.

I'm not afraid

Last night was a kiss & A bottle cap.

"I'm believing that he isn't like them, Because I didn't have to give my all for that one moment of  happiness"

& Off to work I go
<3

I'm over him, Because there's someone else.
Is that seriously all it took?
Then I'm the biggest fool.
Because he said his feelings dissapeared
He said I was an obligation
He said I was an annoyance
He said I wasn't fun anymore.
No matter what he'd say or do.
My only response was  "I love you"
& All It took was someone else.

" I understand ( Read more... )

Went to Waterford.
Saw 'Click'. 
Good movie, Hilarious to me actually.
Adam Sandler movies are always the best though, I was expecting to see Rob Schneider in it, but no.
Weird, because he's usually in all of Adam's movies.

Kinda fell for someone today.
It's something new, yet old.
It's something good, refreshing & exciting..Yet horrible at the same time.
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