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Numbing The Pain With Vicodin
This world of mine is tumbling out of control. Things just keep on adding on to the stress. I need to just forget for a little while. -
mmmm good weekend
I had an amazing weekend. I spent all 3 days of memorial day weekend at bumbershoot drinkin and smokin. I'm loving all this freedom I have now. I find out today, I think, if I am moving to San Francisco. I'm nervous and excited. I'm not going to let anything or anyone hold me back from doing what I want to do.
peace and love
allisha -
good things, good things
Todays a nice day. I'm at work (which is boring but I'm boutsta have a "liquid lunch" which will make it way more interesting). I have several plans for this evening one of which includes a hot tub. I'm kicking ass at this game called MOBSTERS, its on myspace. My anxiety has gone down some (I threw up yesterday cause of it and NO alcohol was not ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Phobias
I'm incredibly claustrophobic. I start shaking and have to close my eyes when people are in the elevator with me. I cant have someone be on top of a blanket if I am under it. I panic. I'm also afraid of falling/heights, dark water cause I cant see beneath the surface, drowning, and being alone. I'm afraid I am going to die alone. -
Imatworkand
I had an epiphany and wish I hadn't. I would rather be naive and somewhat happy. -
aftermath
Yesterday was a fun day till I threw up at the bar... So I started off my day doing some cleaning and packed up some of Jordan's things then after that I headed down to Trevor's Dads. We spent most of the day swimming and having water fights. Then we headed off to Joe's to pick up some water toys (better goggles and some floaty things). After Joe's ( Read more... ) -
hungover
I drank to much last night. I feel like I'm going to puke again. -
Its a Saturday Night
Today's been interesting. I hung out with lauren for a bit this morning. We went and got some breakfast in woodinville then I dropped her off. After that I FINALLY got an oil change. My car really needed one. Then my mom, chris, and I went to the Beach Cafe and had some margaritas. Rick showed up at one point pretty drunk. The waiter we started off ( Read more... ) -
update update read all about it
Its been a while since I've updated this. Lots of changes in my life recently ( Read more... ) -
Much needed vacation
Went to Bumbershoot this last weekend. I definitely spent way more than I should have.. But, I saw a ton of awesome bands and had a lot of fun ( Read more... )