an open book

Jun 24, 2005 16:24

I always think of myself this way. but i'm not comfortable with all the things I carry. hence this journal. I wish I could be this way with everyone i know...but I can't bring myself to be that way ( Read more... )

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dream_angel4 July 21 2005, 03:18:43 UTC
Hi... Ive never met you but I saw u posted in abortionstories and I was reading your journal. Something just really bothered me when you said, " Reasons why it's bad... 2. This is a selfish choice" IT IS NOT. I thought it at first too. But it's very unselfish. You didnt birth a child that "has no dad", or have a child that you cant buy things for that it needs-- "i cant afford this"... and if this is not the life you want, then its very unselfish of you. Sometimes I feel like my mom hates me, but I can't imagine being a child that my mother didnt want from the time I was conceived. If you ever do decide to have children, I'm sure it will have a father, youll have money to buy it needs and wants, and you will want it. And even if you are selfish, a baby shouldnt have to pay. I know right now... i am sorta selfish, the little money i do make, i dont want to spend on a kid.. I dont want to lose sleep at night because of a crying baby... not yet at least. When I become unselfish maybe I'll have a baby, but I'm not making a kid suffer from ( ... )

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ahealthyme July 21 2005, 04:12:28 UTC
You're right. In the time since it happened...I feel increasingly better about myself..and i know now that it was the best decision for me.

I think it sucks that society makes women feel this way. This shouldn't be a public issue anyway..

I get soo nervous about this supreme court thing...feels like government is the return of the 'good auld boy network'

What we chose to do with our bodies, shouldnt be an issue

Thanks for reading my journal..its a bit of a pitty party, but it makes me feel better :)

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