my dreams are so real. i constantly find myself wondering if something really happened to me or if it was just a dream. it's kind of creepy, but it happens a lot ( Read more... )

i'm scared. i'm scared of rejection, change, and just boys in general. why though? i'm fucking 18 years old and to be honest i don't act or have the same mind set as half of the immature teenagers we all know, but why do i always hold myself back? is it my insecurities? fuck them we all have insecurities. i'm not different. i need to get over this ( Read more... )

well last time my computer made me cut it short and im hoping it doesnt happen this time again. or that i just get tired and my eyes start to close ( Read more... )

all this free time has made me want to spend more time at home. well you see when i had school and work every day i thought when those things calmed down a bit i would want to go out,drink, or at least be with people every night. this is not the case. i love sitting at home relaxing and not getting ready and just watching movies. until something ( Read more... )

when i go to bed drunk. i have the best dreams.. i can't even explain them but i need to get drunk every day of break. who's with me?

A - Age: 18 bitches ( Read more... )

i just realized that i'm going to actually miss some things about this school. this school that i wanted to drop out of or get out of for quite some time. this school where i didn't hang out with anyone (besides brittany). i'm going to miss certain things. i'll miss a few teachers (esp. my gov. teacher) i'll miss all the girls in my fitness class ( Read more... )

i scored a 90% in this area and it is me exactly ( Read more... )

I never do this so here you go ( Read more... )

im really sensitive. help me.

i take everything personally and i'm too paranoid.

but i told my mom i wont get help unless she does. so i guess this is going no where.

go ahead leave your fucking rude stupid pointless comments to make matters worse. if it makes you happy.