right now i feel smothered. not by other people, but by myself. i am holding myself back. i need to break out my shell before i go insane.

also, i dont know why i like being like this

dont people usually enjoy being happy, calm, and peaceful?

okay, im writing this politically correct entry for everyone who was offended by my previous entry or who didn't understand what i meant when i wrote it ( Read more... )

okay, i really shouldn't be updating right now cause i have to go to class but i dont care.

friday night i went to daytona to look at the guys new apartment...

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gahhhhhhhhh! my family still doesn't have power from frances and you know why? cause the power company is retarded and they didnt realize we didn't have power! even though like all our neighbors told them we did. my dad even went there and put his name on the waiting list, and then they said they had power. holy crap that is so annoying, and im not ( Read more... )

okay, here is just a bunch of things ive been thinking about this morning ( Read more... )

Dear God,
Please stop this next hurricane from hitting us. It's a really big pain in the ass. Thank You.

Yours always (unless we get hit),
Emily

p.s. just joking with the unless we get hit thing... :-/ but you knew that... right?

so today is thursday.. it seems like a really long week although ive only had two days of school... lol. i just dont like this day. its really long and filled with me being hungry. i think i want a granola bar. im full from pizza.. but i want a granola bar ( Read more... )

yeah so im totally freakin tired and cold right now! bah damn you honors college! Anyway... lets see, recap. Hurricane Frances visited florida this past weekend if you didn't already realize. It also visited georgia and other states above florida that i am too lazy to mention right now. UCF made us evacuate so I went back to spring hill for a very ( Read more... )

yo so last night sara, lisa, nicole, justin, and i went to the park to play "soccer." it was a lot of fun. some funny things happened but now i dont remember what they were, bah! oh well... i also went across the monkey bars and my hands hurt afterwards. i slept weird last night and my arm has all these bed lines on them. and my pinky finger hurts ( Read more... )

omg some of the people in my macroeconomics class are retarded! and holy crap the class is boring... well most of the time. my teacher can be slightly amusing. shes in her late 50s and is wired on caffeine like all the time so she moves around a lot. she also spilled sprite in class. i was soooooo hungry during class... but now... mmmmm impossible ( Read more... )