hey babes it is Halloween weekend which only means one thing...fun fun partying ( Read more... )

i watched as the stars all fell from the sky. like glitter to cover the ground where we layed. you jumped up to dance in the spectacle...i laughed at it all and turned my head to see the rest of the world ( Read more... )

Hey! i have decided that i shall add a Z to the beginning of my name. the Z shall be silent...so no pronuciation changes are being made...but i am giving respect to the Z and that is what it is.

lalala lovelies...i need to know your favorite color!okokok? bye dolls!

this had been Zcarly

ok, so for like once i fell asleep before like you know six IN THE MORNING. i am still dressed for a day of something...but whatever...so like as i said i was sleeping and i had this gnarly dream it was about me like having kids...which is wrong on so many levels...becuase i could see myself sucking at the whole raising of the kids thing...and so ( Read more... )

where did everyone go? sometimes when you leave you are more then happy to never return, and then there are those other times, when returning is just what you needed. for the life fo me i can not figure out why i am having such a hard time adjusting...i have never really been great at adjusting, but i have winged it in such a manner that it appeals ( Read more... )

once lived was a life where she stood in the doorway, hands clasped tight to nothing, but something so breakable. licking her lips, eyes that darted with an uncertainty, the smile guising it all. pull away the worries, and left is a girl shaking in the dark. speaking in tongues, trying to release from herself the reasons that noone else could ( Read more... )

these are the moments that lapse in the glass. float to the bottom, scared to come up, to afraid to speak above the silence. shouts in the dark, ontop of the car, falling back with laughter at the reasons no one else will ever understand. a swan dive into a pool of bliss, gift wrapped, signed, sealed and delivered. its the coming of the inevitable ( Read more... )

this time around i am refusing to let myself fall back to that place i once stood. not getting to go, not letting go is more like it. eyes rolling, tossing away the trash, when really i should recycle ( Read more... )

behind her the music played loud. she pushed the other wise toxic fluid through her flesh. a wince of pain got caught on the other side of the glass, her eyes widened as she realized the monster with the sofee shorts was her. Butterfly slapped her thigh, a red handprint spreading fast against the otherwise blanched flesh. her teeth clenched, a ( Read more... )

her mind fades to the time she had first fallen for a youngman. he had a smile that sparked her inside, he had everything she could ever want. he had been the leader where ever he went, and he had never not had her with him. they had met in a library. he had come to her,asked hre if she wanted to join a protest, she did not even know what the flyer ( Read more... )