i dont know if you even will but i need to talk to you ( Read more... )

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im going out with him just piss you off...???....yes everything is about you and im so miserable with him just to piss you off......if i was miserable dont you think i would have broken up with him to go back out with you...but hhmmmm...lets think...im not...cause reality check...im happy....i am extremely happy...wether you want to beleive it or ( Read more... )

how dare you question my realationship. you dont know anything about me or him. What do u think is gonna happen. Hes gonna break up with me for stupid reasons...pull me around then completely freak at me and call me dirty and fool around with another girl...yea i think u covered that all for yourself. I apologized for not being there for you ( Read more... )

well lots have happened since last entry. Im ok. Everything came back negative from the doctors. Thank god. Now the bad news. Well i was over at arts house about a week ago when i got the most scariest fone call of my life from my mom. She told me to get home quick because she needed the car cause there was an emergency. My heart dropped. I ( Read more... )

A lot of things have happened since i last wrote. Not bad things...good :-). Well this week my dad took vacation time, for the first time in 3 years, and so hes home for the week. So last friday i had off of work fri and sat so fri after he got home from work we drove to indiana cause he heard about theres was suppose to be races up there but ( Read more... )

things are really good...and im happy ( Read more... )

WELL THIS WEEKEND WAS HELLA FUN!!!!! i think im doin alright....i think the reason y i get so depressed is that wehn im alone i think about stuff and it doesnt really help and thats when i get sad. yes i relize that i only have like 2 friends and that i probably do something only like 1 day a week. but when i do hang out with them on that 1 day i ( Read more... )

well wed i did not kno wut was wrong....i woke up and decided that i didnt want to pretend anymore. everyone was asking me wut was wrong cause i wasnt my stupid self but i couldnt give an honest answer. casue nothing was wrong...i just didnt want to put on an act.....i didnt want to walk around with a fake smile and pretend to be happy because i ( Read more... )

I DONT KNOW WUTS WRONG ( Read more... )