Right, so much has happened recently, I don't know where to start ( Read more... )

Right, so as it turns out ONCE again the medical system here just astounds me- I DID have a reoccurance of asthma, the bastard doctor just didn't feel like seeing me for long enough to find out. Luckily, I found another doctor (as, you know, not being able to breathe normally for nearly a week is a tad on the worrying side) & am now on steroids ( Read more... )

Day 10 no smoking! Going well! I wish I had the time/inclination to update via webcam, but I am so exhausted... I went to the emergency doctors last night because I thought I was going to have an asthma attack (used to have asthma as a kid) because I couldnt breathe properly (it's been like that for about five days now)... but apparently it's not ( Read more... )

This really made me smile! ... I'm not sure why!


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Alreeet... so I have not had the time to do another video diary T_T but I can say this: it is day 5 of no cigs & I am proud of myself. But that is not why I am updating... I am updating to let you know that fajitas are deadly ( Read more... )

Right, third day on the patch... feeling the pressure!!

I leave back for Brighton tomorrow morning at like fuck-all-o'clock in the morning. Not looking forward to it at the moment, I just want to lie in bed & do nothing & not have to face the deadlines that are totally creeping up on me!

( It could be worse, I guess... )

I saw some interesting things on the train today! I saw some students filming a girl dressed up as a giant steak with little red shoes on, & I saw someone else measuring the speed of the trains: he also looked student-y. If we had stopped long enough for me to be able to take my camera out I would have taken pictures of steaky girl ( Read more... )

Right so today has been pretty uneventful... woke up quite late, & have just finished my half ciggie for the day. & HOLY CRAP & A HALF do I have a headrush! It's bringing me back to the beginning days of my filfthy filfthy habit (I heard that in a stewie voice in my head ( Read more... )

Right:
First things first, so my bulldog Hobbes has finally properly forgiven me for leaving him (apparently he gets depressed everytime I leave back for the UK & searches my room for me, & finds some of my shoes & sleeps with them lol) - He ignored me all Saturday (to the point where he beelined past me when I walked in & said hi to my mom & dad ( Read more... )

Apologies in advance- I had to whisper because my mother was sleeping in the other room- hopefully you can hear everything. It's Day Two of my video quitter's diary, & I am still doing ok, although quite obviously worried about whether I can do it!

( Cut to spare your friend's page of my face! )