i. am. broken.

(I don't think there is any fixing this.)

Wishing everyone a happy holiday season!

Plans for the wedding are comming along. It's going to be a lot of work between now and July 25th. We did finally have our engagement pictures taken today so we should have those back in a few weeks or so. SO EXCITED :) I'll be sure and post them for all to see.

Hope things are well with everyone. <3

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"Sit back,
Sit back,
Relax,
Relaspe."

Life and all it's different angles are beginning to blend together. I see the whole picture, and I'm not particularly proud of what i'm seeing. And whats worse is I Don't know how to make it better....

FUCK.

People will always change. That is the simple and undeniable truth. Sometimes it's a good thing and in the end you're better for it. But then other times you look up one day and ask yourself "How the hell did I get here?" I know in the last few years, I've made a lot of changes. I've done my best to grasp the concepts of commitment, and ( Read more... )

The past few weeks I've been having these amazingly vivid dreams. They are so real that when I wake up, I'll admit I'm a little disappointed. I don't know if it's because of the certain people that are always in them or just the things that we do and say in them, but they are by far the best and the worst dreams I've ever had ( Read more... )

So I was thinking last night while I was driving around smoking ciggerettes and listening to my newst "good times" mix, and realized how much music has really impacted my life. It's helped me meet most of my currest 'bests,' it's helped me open up my mind to new ideas and different views, and it's helped me boogie down when life's gotten me blue ( Read more... )

Lately, I simply don't sleep. I think in the last 4 days, I've probably gotten a grand total of 9 hours of sleep. I want to go to bed, I know I need to, but my mind simply will not let me. I'm constantly thinking about any and everything, down to the most minute and insignificant detials. I obsess over the dumbest thoughts, which lead to other ( Read more... )

I will not end up like my father ( Read more... )

It's 5.50 in the AM and for some reason i'm sitting here contemplating any and everything ( Read more... )