all the nervousness,
all the looks in the hall,
all the butterflies in the stomach,
all the little convos on msn,
all the over-excitement from him holding a door,
all the smiles, smirks and laughs
all the effort
 was for ALL for nothing.

fuck

kay so im just really confused.
i really really like him.
but i feel like i should just give up.
i mean i dont have a chance, and there are so many other girls.

anywayys yahh i just need to write down or something?

idk.

kay so i havent posted an entry in here  for like ever!
the last time i posted an entry was about stephen talking to me!
lmfao! ends up that he was using me for my cousin!
and the funny part of it is he broke it off the next day.
yahh its always fun to be used  and then end up being blamed for something 
you  never fckin did!
and to top things off i have ( Read more... )

kay soo my day started off kinda suck-ish ( Read more... )

OMG BEST ENGLISH CLASS EVER!

its funny cuz we didnt do anything!
lmao!
umm well we talked about who we like, who we would date, 
and whos dating who!
so it was like gossip hour!

omg i love it!

so.
i like him. 
:)

kay soo schools good ( Read more... )

you put me through so much last year.
you made me cry more in one year than ive cried in 3.
you made me feel terrible.
you ruined my  self esteem.

&& well to tell you the truth i thought this year was gonna be different.
but i guess i was soo wrong. cuz its started all over again.

stupid boys.

oh em gee!
i like him soo much!
hehe
:)

kay this is gonna be like the bitchiest ill ever sound but i just need to let it out

kay i like you but,
GET YOUR OWN LIFE!
GET YOUR OWN STYLE!
GET YOUR OWN PERSONNALITY!
STOP COPYING US!
STOP FOLLOWING US!
STOP ACTING LIKE US!
STOP BEING SOO CLINGING!
AND JUST UGHHH!

okay im done!