allison just left and i had nothing to do,this thing sucks ( Read more... )

do you know that ive always been a little kid,and i always will be ( Read more... )

what a depressing line of months ahead.late winter early spring is fucking killer ( Read more... )

im afraid of going home.

without knowing i was able to slip into an almost paralyzed state.
i laid in my bed. those thoughts;awful,i couldnt run.
im dying for some decent rest and a little chance to have nothing on my mind
boy,those nights will kill you.

allisons birthday!(.......<3)
love, dinner, cake.

and later..
6 kids on a cold night, airrifle shoot outs and nothing better to do.

this weekend.

fun.

this week.
probably long.

(a,i love you and happy birthday)

sleep brings me slowly out of insanity,
but those fucking dreams push me right back down.

need need need a job.

1..2..3.."bang ( Read more... )

weekend:
allison<3
gleaming the cube!
running from the law
cici's

i need need need a job,money for the fest,money for my car, money period.

"you can be the map & and ill be the highways,hugging and curving your country side.
put on my shoes,and you fix your hair,well drive with the lights off and the windows down till we get somewhere"

im falling,im shaking,and im nervous.
why? i couldnt tell ya',im a wreck.
i need some rest.
a quite place in the country.

im on the hunt for a new job,ups,...i cant work their fucking schedule.
fuck it.

im slowly backing out of this place.

(a,i love)

xo

i start working today,iam very un-enthused ( Read more... )