Well I invited Kyo over for dinner, he accepted. I've missed him greatly and it was nice to have my bestfriend around me, once more. He seems to be doing better than I remember. We ate dinner, then headed to bed, it was like highschool all over again... just two young men hanging out and enjoying one anothers company. I hope he'll be able to visit ( Read more... )

Forgive me, I've been missing recently. Things in my life... have been hectic.

They are slightly settled now, but VERY busy.

All save the 'Fierce Warrior' part, I think it was fairly accurate.

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Well as you all probably know, I've been single since... forever it seems. I've never dated and i've never had a real interest to either. But as the body ages and hormones change, there becomes a slight ache, a desire for more than just friendly companionship. I've never wanted a boyfriend before, I had one girlfriend in HighSchool, but that was ( Read more... )

Haven't heard from the band lately, not even Kyo. I wonder if I've upset him.

I called Mana-san the other day and he came over to visit. It was just quiet and relaxing. Well, that's basically it for me.

I know.. typical boring, dull Shinya.

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I've been doing.. well ..nothing lately. Kyo's been gone, I haven't even had the nerve to call him or any of the band.. they're my friends, right? Right.. I still feel like I'm somehow not a part of it all. Still in love with Kyo, heh, even after all this time, even knowing he's happy.. I miss the days, when he was mineAlso, suprisingly, i've ( Read more... )

Mana and I went on another outing together ( Read more... )

A few months back I made Kyo a teddybear. Black fur with red stitching, and a eyepatch with 'blood' on it. A little red heart stitched to it's chest with Kyo's Kanji upon that. I never gave it to him then, but I gave it to him now. Stupid brat put himself in the hospital again, I hope the bear made him feel better. He seemed embarrassed by the toy ( Read more... )

Who would have thought I, Mr. Paranoid Safety Man, would get thrown in jail? ... not myself, but I was. I fell asleep at the wheel and crashed into a telephone poll. I was arrested and thrown into jail, for driving under hte influence. The cop assumed I was drunk and didn't even give me a breathalizer test. I tried calling Kyo, but he must have ( Read more... )

The concert was utterly amazing, I don't think I've ever heard a crowd so loud in my life. When we went on intermission, they kept chanting Dir en Grey, or clapping to the names beat... it was phenomenal. I even heard a few fans screaming my name, I've never been so flattered ( Read more... )