god..... im so sick of everything
im so alone
im getting scared

everythings lost in time ( Read more... )

i've spent to much time thinking....
im so sick of doing...
all im doing is sleeping....
while sleeping im thinking....

does this mean im depressed....

everyone keeps talking about a new ( Read more... )

i dont know all the awnsers....
i've been told i ask to many question....
i don't know how to be with another....
i have to much commitment....
i can't believe in faith....
i never knew god....

and i stil don't

there's those days when you only live for the memories ( Read more... )

been along long time since,
been along time since i last told you....
Mother Fucker it's hard, but we always get through it.

fuck the every thing!

well it has been a really long time since last time.... and much has changed in my life. i have so much to talk about.... we will talk later... love you

haven't been here in a really long time... haven't been really anywhere in a really long time... mostly indulged in art, children, and letter writing, and alot of processing but plainly feeling at ease and right about life. its an odd feeling being gone, away from home for three weeks but ok with it all.... by this i mean i went to camp pissed off ( Read more... )

ouch i still h ave a head ack