i'm officially quitting livejournal and aim again. i'm such a dumbass on these things.

i was going home from school with my neighbor ( Read more... )

what do you do when you completely want to stop hanging out with people? maybe i'm just being ignorant but everytime i do or say something i either 1) get shit, 2) feel bad, or 3) end up regretting it ( Read more... )

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last night we were at a place that had 500 bucks worth of alcohol:

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more on that later ( Read more... )

theres only one reason i'm doing this.

because then i can complain like the rest of the LJers.

so something happened, and then i found out something, and now i feel like a fuck up. its not regret, its just...that feeling where you dont even care what comes next because you are living in the past and cant get those feelings out of your head.

ok here's a poem, i never write and figured i would ( Read more... )

and it feels damn good