Still debating on whether I want to use this as a medium to vent about how unhappily married I am. There are good days and there are bad days, but even with the good days, I'm still really angry at him. I've been in very, very bad relationships before, but at this time, it's hard for me to understand how, and why, a man like him could single- ( Read more... )

No matter how angry at him I become, I always have to recognize and accept that this is my life. I made these decisions. I have to own up to them. It's so frustrating and heart-breaking to want to love someone 100% and you can't because of they made you feel... no matter how much they've reformed. It will always seem fake. Again, I have to own up ( Read more... )