I want to throw something against the wall!...I'm supposed to be working on a paper right now about the pros or cons of the death penalty, and I could fucking care less. I've been feeling awesome and happy lately, and all of a sudden I just feel like shit the last couple of days. I have just completely let myself go and it's at the point where I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write anymore. I feel safe on Livejournal because I know that nobody reads this anymore anyways....I'm broken. In multiple areas of my life, and I don't know what to do to fix it. I constantly feel like I'm not good enough. I am always the silver or bronze metal...never gold! I have other people who are my best friends, but I'm ( Read more... )

...I'm sorry I hurt you. Please remember what I said!...

She sang of gold doves that pierced the blue sky ( Read more... )

I haven't written an entry in a while...I figure now is a good time ( Read more... )

...I have literally not slept at all in the past 2 weeks. I thought tonight would be different, but no. I have to memorize a Shakespeare monologue before my class today. I'm freaking out about college apps, school at the current moment, my health from not sleeping...the list could go on and on ( Read more... )

Wow...haven't posted anything in a really long time!! And I don't even think anyone will read this anyways ( Read more... )

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I just had a really interesting day @ confirmation. It didn't get me really mad until after I left and I started thinking about everything that was said tonight. The topic was morals: what's good and what's not. Pretty much speaks for itself...a very touchy subject to some people. So we discussed all this stuff including sex and marriage and ( Read more... )

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