I'm leaving, on a jet plane...haha i wish.
i'm off tomorrow morning at 4 am
in a car...to the wonderful state of minnesota
over 24 hours straight...heck yes.
call or text...i'll be bored.
love to all my lovers <33

oh yeah...one year ago at this exact time
i was being serenaded by the wonder that is Christopher Ender Carraba
damn, last year seemed so much ( Read more... )

birthdays are for suckers
and damn i feel like such a sucker right now
i had this compelling urge to be unbelievably nice today
i think that was accomplished
i hope i wasn't too forward
and i like not getting a reply
because that shows me that it's done
it takes me half a year to realize that
i hate being stubborn
and i felt so uncomfortable there
as if ( Read more... )

i must blame the food.
and you.
reoccuring theme in my entries: mixed signals suck ass.  they can die die die.  and never reappear ever ever again.
okay? thanks :)
okay honestly...wtf was that?
i was fine...great...completely okay without whatever it was you gave me.
but no...you just couldn't leave it that way
you have to go back and use your ( Read more... )

exactly one year ago at this time
i was standing outside in my neighborhood
making my movie dream come true...

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My ( Read more... )

so to those who understand the reference at the top ( Read more... )

today was one of those days ( Read more... )

whoa it's over.
papers 1 & 3 were okay and tolerable.
paper 2 "completely kicked my ass!" (thanks steph)

yesterday probably one of the worst days all year
BUT
sushi and good friends just make the world a better place :)

almost done...it's almost done.
maybe now we can take time to just breathe.

i love you and i hope you have a good night <33

notes to self:
-he's just not that into you
-break up sex only gives false hopes

oh how i love oprah and my new 6 word motto <33

Cause you confused me more than anyone
And adjustment has begun
To let me feel the desperate need to leave what we undid undone
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last month of school
work/information/stress/emotion overload
READY GO!

there are no words to even begin to describe the hell that this next month will entail
way too much to do in so so ( Read more... )

why is this here ( Read more... )