It gets to that point where you just dont know what to do anymore or how to respond to any emotion that is going through your mind.  i have been going to counseling for the past couple of months and I still dont know what I am doing in life.  Joe and I have been seeing each other for almost 2 years now and I am more then in love with him but of ( Read more... )

From January to now, nothing has changed.  Being an adult means being constantly disappointed.  Disappointed in your self, your life and everything around you.  The chances of honestly getting what your want in life is slim to nothing. Be prepared to mean  nothing to the people that you love the most and being lied to. You are going to fall in love ( Read more... )

Adulthood means chronic depression with a side of insanity.  So prepare yourself for years full of disappointment and aggression.  Two years of adulthood has lead me to debt and the occasional suicidal tendancies.  Worse is pretending that you are happy or content with the fact that your life is slowly drowning in a hole of despare.  What a life?  ( Read more... )

I am tired of being disappointed and treated like dirt.  I finaly find a guy that I am VERY compatible with and he keeps cancelling our plans and ignoring me. I am tired of this.  He is full of excuses.  Men men men men.  I wish I didn't like him as much as I do. I sometimes wish I never met him. He makes me feel amazing when were together but like ( Read more... )

I am moving.  I am absolutly torn.  I am so close, and I realize how much I am going to miss what I have.  I am going to miss my mom  so much, yeah I do take her for granted but I am not going to have that security anymore.  I will miss my dog and my cat. And of course I will miss my sister, she is the other musketeer.    I know that I need thins, ( Read more... )

I am going to try it out.  I have decided to have the balls and just go and try Washington out.  It will be a learning experience for me. :)  I am excited but also so scared.

So I pretty much lost all my friends from highschool. SO in any case.  I feel that this song is ABSOLUTLY fitting it is so me and my situation.  hah. :)    Okay here it is.

It ( Read more... )

I want to write something meaningful ( Read more... )

The very next day.  I believe I fail for writing so soon ( Read more... )

That is my topic, but then again when is it not ( Read more... )

RIght now my life is basically like the song, "Should I stay or should I go" by The Clash.  Should I go to Washington or should I stay where I am at.  Its a complex story and I am so dazed and confused about it and no not the like Led Zepplin song Dazed and Confused ( Read more... )