I'm back for the time being and i feel all sorts of strange about everything thats going on in my life right now. I feel so left behind by all of the events that are taking place. I didn't expect everyones life to stop while i was gone but i also didn't expect to be left out of it either. And i'm not the best person at meeting new people. I don't ( Read more... )

I know i haven't posted an entry in awhile but, what can i say.... life has been uneventful... I'm finally out of the army... yeah, happy day for me right.... if only i felt that way. I currently jobless although i've been looking for a job for almost two months now... Thankfully, i have enough money to pay all of my bills for the next couple of ( Read more... )

Alright, Shevaun and Christy decided to have a party last saturday. It was a nice little keg party with a shirtless theme. Well, needless to say i went. Now after being awake for more than thirty six hours i was feeling quite tired. Now, Shevaun got upset because i made the decision to leave the party around ten thirty so i could take my happy ass ( Read more... )

Do i have short timers? I mean really, i figured that i have naturally been a cynical asshole during my military career. But now, people are saying that i have short timers because i am displaying that attitude that, i really dont give a fuck! This one doctor told me to fix one of my notes, so i did. Then she proceeded to tell me that all of this ( Read more... )

Its been forever since my last post. Nothing really has been going on other than me being arrested last saturday over some really stupid shit. Its really funny how i can go through my entire life not getting in trouble with anything, never doing anything seriously wrong, always being the nice guy and when i do fuck up, its like i killed someone and ( Read more... )

I haven't told too many people about my plans after i get out of the military. I mean i told them my old plans, but new jobs have come to light. I've been really thinking about going to Kuwait as a contractor. If i do then i will be making seventy grand a year, five hundred dollars spending allowance every two weeks, months paid vacation, free ( Read more... )

I was talking with Christy the other day, and it amazes me how sick some people can be. We were talking about certain situations that we've been through. Well, she just showed me how much she really trust me. She told me something that happened to her when she was younger. And I didn't realize how close of a friend that i really am to her. ( Read more... )

Ok, i had a PT test this morning that i just found out about yesterday. Well anyway, i failed it. It seems like my heart isn't getting any better. Something new happened this time. Not only did i have the normal chest pains that i have, i also felt pain shoot up my left side starting in my chest and stopping in my neck. So this is one of the ( Read more... )

I know its been a while since that last time i had an actual update, but nothing interesting has really been happening. Well, nothing worthy enough to be entered. I've just been working like crazy. I went to a party last friday which was alright. I mean nothing spectacular. But, yeah.... so blah.....


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