Oh this apartment search is so tedious. I've written the same email to so many people, and received only a couple of responses. Supposedly I'm going to be looking at an apartment in the Ukranian Village in the next couple days. There are two rooms, very very very small, but a large shared area with two girls who need a roommate. I don't know if ( Read more... )

Well, I'm staying here in Chicago ( Read more... )

I'm such a wreck right now. I really have to make my decision in the next couple days as to whether I'm returning home or not ( Read more... )

I started writing again a few weeks ago, and I've accomplished only a few pages. I sit in front of the screen and agonize over each word, and then I erase them and write over them. While I've liked what's come out so far, I'm already remembering all the problems I used to have with writing. My talent for beginnings, for one, and the fact that ( Read more... )

It always seems like I change my mind about my choices in life shortly after having made them. I do not regret moving to Chicago, but being here (and being so far from my friends of so long) has made me regret not seeing most of my friends for the last year that I was home in New Mexico ( Read more... )

I watched "The Fountain" this evening, a film directed by Darren Aronofsky who also directed "Requiem for a Dream" and "Pi", which are two of my other favorites. I wasn't sure what to expect from this one, or even if I'd like it. It was beautiful. I was completely drawn in and came out of it feeling kind of sad and retrospective, though I can't ( Read more... )

It's been a really long time since I've updated this thing, but while many things have happened, life in itself has not changed so much. I have a house with Bryan that we share as roommates pretending they're not boyfriends, I work at the Flying Star, I volunteer to work on shows, mostly at the Albuquerque Little Theater. I have two cats, Molly ( Read more... )

The date has been set. Bryan and I are moving back to Albuquerque on March 31. We're going to *hopefully* move in with my dad for a brief period of time and then get separate places. We shall see where everything goes ( Read more... )

In many ways, I don't even feel like the same person anymore that I was at home. These last few weeks have been very difficult. I'm used to my depression coming somewhat in waves that become more intense at times and eventually wane off in a day or two. I feel like I haven't not been depressed in a week or more at least. While I work, my head ( Read more... )

I went home recently a couple times...for about a week for Thanksgiving and a weekend for my birthday early in December. Thanksgiving was a blast. I hung out with Shannon and Liana a lot, and got to see a lot of my family for the holiday. It's been a long time since I've seen my grandmother, and it was wonderful to see her again. It's funny how ( Read more... )