Heavens, the time I have had lately. I just got out of hospital after a car accident. But i am not sure why i felt so bad the injuries sustained or the not being on the net. Bruised and battered but back

a day a night
the sun comes and goes
talk to me machine

apology is not enough
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
technology conspires aginst desire
(PS SHIT)

friend of the friend
my body betrays with passions
innocence turns to learning

I am feeling better, some good sex and a long sleep helps. But i am so pissed off still. I always get to excited about things and build it up then when it doesn't happen I crash...

i am off for a run around the lake...
I am going to be positive...

I can't stop crying..

liz cameover last night, she was so angry then wouldn't talk about it. I ahve been up all night and its started to rain here.

I am siting on my hands. I am prone to get to excited about things. So I am sitting on my hands to amke me slow down. It is hard to type with yuor nose (only kidding). I am giving up emailing people. I might give up posting in journals. This will no doubt make some people happy.

dad always says "you chase things you can'y have". Well hear i go again. Long distance romance.

I need her naked
I need her wild

I may be going to Washington with work. Woohoo hold on to your pants

I came across some photos of genital piercings. To each their own, but I am never going to do that.