wow i havent updated in a while. i finally am so close to finishing school and now im sick. Ill just have to push through and continue with the 12 hour days until grad. Im back home now to after visiting friends, its nice to finally sleep in your old bed. anyways speaking of bed i should probably head there if i want to get up early like i ( Read more... )

i am the proud new owner of a macbook. its very cool.

you always make big plans that never go anywhere. huge ideas with long term goals that set you above the rest. but where are you now? back to youre same old games. it makes me feel so much better to think that youll stay where youre at while i speed past you.

We got up early today to get these at toys r us. They sold out on the
19th but got more in or something. Anyways supposedly people will be
going crazy for these at xmas and then we'll see them for more?
We saw jackass last night and I don't know what we're doing tonite....
I better get some more sleep though.
-ailan

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Ps. Rehearsal space and a dirty hotel room.
-Ailan

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At the hotel in vancouver.
I think I'm guna go swim.
-ailan

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I'm sitting staring 21 floors down at a picture. Nothing seems real, colors are faded and dulled by the two-way window reflection. Specs of people below go about their business unaware of what goes on in the buildings around them. Across I see the 21st floor in the building paralell to mine. Business men in suits sipping champagne surrounded by ( Read more... )

so we're almost ready to move. our house was sold within a week and now we are leaving for Vancouver in a little over a month. I have to finish packing my stuff a lot sooner than my mom though because ill be on vacation in BC for the last 2 weeks of August anyways. I might have a job at a recording studio when i get there, im still waiting to ( Read more... )

so we just got back from visiting vancouver and now my mom is ready to sell our house and move there. she is going to be gone by august and then ill most likely end up going there eventually. Its so nice there. Ill be living with my dad when she goes which kinda sucks cus hes a little more out of the way for hanging out with people and friends. but ( Read more... )

the more people that i know are downloading and listening to my music the more critical i get about it. the more i pick apart each line and say that i could have done better there or redone that section and not been so lazy. some demo's we were working on all of a sudden appeared on some torrent sites and have had around 30 downloads in a couple ( Read more... )

its the nights when you cant sleep and your up all along at 4am when you start thinking and putting things in perspective. im worried about my band and the lack of enthusiasm. We've got 2 people who are really into it and would be willing to give up anything for it. and then theres the 2 that are barely playing their instruments...barely coming to ( Read more... )