[pulling quinn. no one posts in this rp. sorry.]

I'm in Utah.
I needed to go back home.

I'm assuming my lack of being there means that my boyfriend probably doesn't want to be with me at all anymore.
I'm never there for anyone.
Adam..Gerard..Jepha..
I'm sorry, you guys. I'm a sucky friend.

If you can even call me that anymore.

Yeah...
I don't see anyone anymore.

Probably for the best.
I'm a wreck.

I'm in love with a guy I haven't seen in forever.
And my best friends don't talk to me.

Moving away is looking like a really good idea.

...
I..don't really know what to say anymore.
Someone please shoot me.
Or something.
Please.

Best friend and the boyfriend are in a fight.

...yeah.

I feel really depressed right now. Everyone just kinda..go away.

So I talked to Gee and Adam today.

Yayyyyy.

Didn't exactly see them in person, but that's beside the point.

I feel a lot better now.

I need someone..

ANYONE..

To talk to me.

I miss my boyfriend like you would not fucking believe, my friends..never call me, and I feel like getting drunk off my ass just so the lonliness doesn't hurt so bad.

Haven't talked to Adam in forever.
This is getting like..painful.
Still no beer for Quinn.
Jeph hasn't visited..
Haven't seen Gee in awhile...

Let's all forget about Quinn.
Yeah. That'll be fun.

I FUCKING MISS ADAM.

Guess who's been sober for over a week now?

That's right, Quinnifer Allman.

I..don't know what to say.
I never really talked to Mikey..but wow.
I feel so bad.
And now I have to re-start the whole sobriety thing because that freaked me out so badly and I had to get drunk.

-A really effing confused Quinn