I can't believe how much I have been changing lately. Its like every month I am a different person, yet still stubborn about not regretting. My grandmother died. She was 90. Growing up I saw her at least once a week and I would stay with my grandparents for a few nights every once and a while. I can't figure out why I feel nothing about her death. ( Read more... )

My friend Katy Harris told me I never update my journal, so now I am ( Read more... )

So the biggest news I have, is that Marshall broke things off with me, not last night, but the night before. At first I was ok, but I am slowly becoming more and more disapointed about the situation. I really liked him. I don't understand what went wrong, when he talks to me about it, it just doesn't make any sense to me. I guess he was feeling ( Read more... )

I have had like the most tough week. I think I ended it with losing a friend, and maybe a boyfriend. I am not sure.

Hello Again, I had a wonderful break. I slept a lot. Worked out. Tanned. Mostly though, I just spent a butt load of time with my family. I missed not seeing Marshall, but in one text message he reffered to me as "babe" which to me is a huge thing. I know its stupid, but I remember thinking about what I wanted from the male species and I came up ( Read more... )

I can't belive its been since before thanksgiving that I've updated my journal. At one point I remember being on this baby everyday. I guess I am too busy living my life to be talking aboput it as much. Or maybe I just don't need it as often. We as humans are always subject to change ( Read more... )

It didn't feel like it had been this long since I last wrote in my live journal. A lot has happened I would say. I have drank probably my weight in alcohol. Last weekend I drank four nights in a row. Wednesay, thursday, friday, and saturday. And I didn't spend a dime. Its nice being a girl. You drink a lot and pay zilch ( Read more... )

Well well well. My weekend was fun. I think I need to go back to bed though. Anna and I were still taking shots at 6 in the morning. Yeah. I am a badass. And its refreshing to have a friend like Anna who is just as much of a badass as I am ( Read more... )

I feel like a lot has happened since my last entry ( Read more... )

Hello All ( Read more... )