My loathing is endlessly endless. Number one on that list is myself, I’m not sure why. I haven’t had a real meal in a couple of weeks, when I try, I throw it up. I can’t self medicate. I was never too good that that. So a cycle of self destruction comes next. I’m sure it comes down to a control issue. I don’t have that many… I see them when they’re ( Read more... )

Stuck.

i'm moving the eff out. in like three days. no joke.

thank effin' god. i mean, God. don't wanna jinx it.

Agk, I’m so bored. I’m stuck at school until 6, and my phone is broken.. again. I have bad luck with phones. Funny, ‘cause I don’t even like them. I should probably do a paper for my voice and articulation class due Wednesday… but I probably won’t. I should probably get something to eat… but I probably won’t. I can’t really concentrate.. I was up ( Read more... )

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wow. it's been quite some time ( Read more... )

Andy, I didn't call you a fag. I promise.

Love you. :)

I need a real job.

I might acquire a life along with this new car I’m getting. I’m quite exited. I miss people, and would love to at least have the means to keep in touch ( Read more... )

In the words of the long lost Leej...

I may be a fool, but I cannot be fooled.

That is all.